Well, we were concerned that this might happen, and last Thursday it was confirmed. Our baby that looked like it was doing well, heartbeat and all (minus a large blood clot next to it) passed away. It has taken me a week to even want to talk about it to anyone. Last week was a total emotional roller coaster. So, as a family we decided it would be best for us to heal our broken hearts together before we tried to talk with anyone else. As much as we wanted this baby, we are hoping that the doctors will be able to give us some answers as to why this keeps happening. Our OBGYN seems to think that I have an underlying condition that might be causing the subchorionic hematomas when I am pregnant. If there is, there are things that they can give me before and during pregnancy to help prevent it in the future. The thought of having an uncomplicated pregnancy is unfathomable to me. It is all I've known for all 8 times I have been pregnant. The scary thing for me is that the #8 means that I have a true 50-50 chance of a successful/unsuccessful pregnancy. I don't like those odds at all. For now, we are taking a break from trying again for a few months. Following my D&C last Friday, my doctor wants my levels to return to normal then run some blood tests to look for those underlying causes of my miscarriages and complications. Hopefully he will find some answers. For now, I am just enjoying feeling the best I have in months (physically that is) and enjoying my wonderful children that I have been blessed with. They, and Sam, are everything to me and have been such wonderful helpers and supporters of me through this time. I am so grateful for them, and for all of you who have showed love and support to our family. We appreciate everything!